perpetual forgetting

18jul12 WE live in the house of "FORGET" as it never gets better to have forgotten and get over it. I call it Simulated derealization (DR), an alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems strange or unreal. The detachment of realization can be described as an immaterial substance that separates a person from the outside world, such as a sensory fog of infrasound, ultrasound, microwave, violet laser, etc. Such perceptual abnormalities may also extend to the senses of hearing, taste, and smell and they do. Living like this is like being in a virtual electronic prison. When they bear down on you with an insistant beam, you can't think straight. The two brain hemispheres get confused because the connection gets fked up with electronic energy. School grades suffer, normal behavior suffers. and with the babies who are speechless in the beginning..remain that way too long. Sick mthr fkrs...then subliminal communication to all family members .. sick shit